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September 20, 2007 - Thursday, 4:30 p.m.
Seems my life has gotten SOOooo busy. But in a good way. I have a lot of stuff going on that is stuff I WANT to do. Doing things with my friends and with S as well. He and I are together a lot. Most of it is just everyday stuff, like dinner at the apartment, watching TV, playing on the computer or running errands. It is really so nice to feel like someone is wanting me to be around, and me also wanting to be around them.
You know I can hardly remember a time when I have been happy as consistently as I have been in the last few months. It feels really good to feel happy. I am not rushing through my week hoping for the weekend, every day feels nice. Life feels good.
Last night about midnight I started having some abdominal cramping. I don't know if it was something I ate, but it seems to be hung up beyond my stomach but before the large intestine. It hurts if I move at all, sneeze, cough, standup, take a deep breath, etc... Can't imagine what it is exactly. I slept terrible, moving around trying to find a comfortable position with a heating pad. I finally found a position and fell asleep about 3 am. I really expected it to pass by morning. Here it is, almost 4 pm and it is STILL hurting. I drank hot water and tea all morning. I ate a little popcorn thinking some fiber might help. Didn't do anything, neither better nor worse. I'm hoping it'll be gone before I go to bed tonight.
I am going to a dinner and movie with D tonight. She and I try to do something once a week. If I had my druthers I think I'd go curl up with a blanket and S and watch tv tonight... I am just not comfortable today.