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December 15, 2004 - Wednesday, 11:35 p.m.

It's cold out, the temperature is about freezing at the moment. My room is cold. I'm cold. I've a headache. I'm done with my final. Will turn it in tomorrow after one more look at it with a clear mind. Yeah!!

Very tired. Really should go to sleep... but here I sit. Did some shopping today... picked up a couple dress shirts and ties. One each for Curt and Phil. Bought myself a new pair of boots. I like them. :o)

Patience. Patience is a virtue. Patience is my virtue of choice. It's my test, always and forever I believe. Everything always boils down to perfecting that ONE virtue. Feeling impatient tonight, surprise. Things are progressing slowly, and really that is the best, but some days a little speed would be okay. Even as I wish for things to progress a little faster with Mark, in my heart I know that if it started moving fast it would scare the hell out of me. So for now, I just day dreams a little and wait.

That was a really nice hug. I can't stop thinking about it, probably one of the nicest hugs I ever had. Patience, my dear, patience. There will be other hugs, more of them. L tells me he thinks about me alot... that's a pleasant thought. She's just reading the situation for me... it's what I want to hear, so I smile and think about the hug a little more. Pathetic aye? :o) Ah well... have to enjoy what there is.

Sweet dreams. M.