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July 21, 2005 - Thursday, 10:54 a.m.
How am I doing? Not good. Iíve not reacted yet. I have just shut down. I canít be at work and falling apart. I canít be falling apart, period. Going to set up my trip to see Kathy so I know when that is going to happen, and then I am going to look for a second job (perhaps waitressing), and start going to the gym daily. Focus on something else. Focus. I donít want to look or think about any sort of a relationship for a while. Perhaps a relationship isnít that good of an idea.
I need to focus on Ďsettling the billí of my life. Get a decent job and start getting the finances in order. The sooner the betterÖ then I can make my life what it will be. Going to cut way back on my spending, I think I have enough of everything. Going to stop eating breakfast and lunch at work too.
RedirectÖ focusÖ Iím already halfway through the new Harry Potter. Will be done with that soon and at lose ends. Will have to find something else to read, though I am sure I have plenty around.