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May 25, 2005 - Wednesday, 11:07 p.m.

Wandering and wondering...

It was much cooler today, I can tell. The house didnít turn into an oven today. I actually had to turn off the ceiling fan in my room as I was getting cold. I love it! Nothing better then snuggling under the covers trying to warm up.

Some how I managed to read a little before class today. enough to speak intelligently in class. I then came home and actually read the assigned case study, so will be ready for discussion tomorrow night. Iíll take my lunch time tomorrow and answer the list of questions on it, best that I can.

It was a good day today. Nothing spectacular, I just kept busy and had company that I enjoyed. Phil was down three times. I was working on his project again today, for most of the day actually. I made good progress and should be able to get something to him in the morning.

I vacillate between thinking that heís interested in me and that I am irritating the hell out of him. Iím pretty sure that he is actually Ďavailableí, which a week ago I wasnít so sure of; however I could just be an irritation to him. I am a worthless judge of this sort of thing. He talks to me about a lot of stuff, it certainly isnít all business, and sometimes itís very little business. He could be just being nice to me. Who knows? I think Saturday will give me a lot more insight into who he is and will put us in an environment that if he does want to talk to me or get to know me better, I am going to be able to figure it out, even as inept as I am in this arena.

Lots of opportunity for my mind to wander and wonderÖ

Mark told me today that heís taken a job as a kitchen supervisor for some restaurant in town. It will give him regular hours like 7 am to 3 pm, Monday through Friday, and pays better. Heís excited about the new job and I am happy for him. He has about one more week at our cafeteria and heís gone. I think the change will be good for him, will give him more quality time with his kids, and some sort of a normal sleeping pattern. I imagine Iíll eat less; I donít need to eat two meals a day at workÖ now I can go back to one meal every now and then. Not sure why I kept going, other then I didnít want him to think I was avoiding him. Now I donít need to worry about that. I idly wonder if Iíll hear from him once heís gone, but not really too worried about it one way or the other.

Mostly thinking about Phil at the momentÖ

Sweet dreams.

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